Elsewhere in the world brilliant friends of
mine are on the brink of delivering small humans. This week, yesterday, I was
borne of a book whose labour has only taken three and half years. I feel
overwhelmed, elated, terrified and not sure what to do with it. I just keep
staring at it. For several hours last night it went like this:
(Dazed wandering about the house, book
invariably clutched to chest or held at a length with look of clinical
curiosity.)
“It’s a book. I wrote a book.”
“I, me,
I wrote a book.”
“I wrote this.”
“A book.”
“It’s a book, an ACTUAL book.”
“Oh my god I wrote a book.”
(Ongoing disbelief and dumb wonderment etc.
etc.)